Tuesday, June 28, 2005
went out with my mum this noon to do some errands... had lunch at the marine parade f00d court... i ordered kway chap n my mum ordered mee siam... the portions are so extremely different lorX even tho the prices are the same... mine is so little until its like for a small kid to eat n the mee siam is like for 2 adults to eat =/ anyway, walked around marine parade after that... wanted to buy a top n bottoms, but cannot find... haiz... i went over to the old house after that alone to feed the fish, then i decided to ask dar to meet at tamp after that if she wants and she said ok cause she wanted to eat gelare... i was there slightly earlier then the arranged time to meet dar... so decided to walk around century sq. first cause i know she needed to go home early today... she msged me saying she will be there in 5min so i walk over to gelare... had to go to the toilet halfway and she was there when i reached... so many ppl at gelare... she dont seem happy... she said she didnt wana eat anymore so i said ok... i wanted to walk around tm with her so that i can look at the things that i wana get n spend some time with her... haiz... she wasnt happy n was throwing her usual tantrums... but its ok with me... just that i wished she would have directed her anger at the main cause of it... anyway she was angry n i was a little pissed so i took the train home without sending her to the bus stop... haiz... why must things turn out like that... just wanted to spend time w/o quarrels... to think that she was so sweet last night... haiz... how i wish things can always be that way... on my way back she msged me saying what she was angry over n stuff... i replied her but she didnt reply me... haiz...
looking ahead, i only seem to have 3mths plust a bit to spend time with her before i go to ns... just wana spend more time with her before that, guess she doesnt know.........................................................
waking up from my lonely world at 10:20 PM;
