Monday, September 12, 2005
had a long conversation with darling today on the phone... its been a long while since we talked for so long... at the start it was ok, then it slowly became worst, n it ended up with both being unhappy...
i really dont know how to explain all of it... or even explain what dar ask me... there are alot of things that cannot be explained, its just that way because it is... dont ask me why, i also dont know... its the same as 'not everything u cant see, means it doesnt exist'...
again, this is not a good explanation or reason for what happen again.. haiz... im so moodless now...
seems like we are having problems, n im really scared that things will turn out really bad... n i mean real bad... i really dont know... is this the way its suppose to be or is this just like one of the arguements that we have had in the past... will things turn for the better or for the worse...
waking up from my lonely world at 1:22 AM;
