Friday, February 16, 2007
after weeks of dragging, we finally put an end to it... no matter how hard i tried to salvage it, it was no use at all... once her mind is set on it, there's no turning back...
once again i tried to convince her at the start of the conversation, but it was no use... soon i was the one who started crying and she was the one consoling me... when i kinda came to terms with it, we started talking about the future, n we made each other promise several things... i wont say cause this is just between the 2 of us... its been such a long time since we had such a unstressful and good talk with her... i asked if she could stay for a little longer before leaving...
if i could, i would have made her stay... but she no longer belongs to me... she is her ownself now... im gona miss all the times we had together... i think i felt a little better after talking to her about it... what i want to tell her, she already knows so i dont have to talk to much about it...
today will be the first day without her in my life... i dont know what will happen...
waking up from my lonely world at 12:39 AM;
