Wednesday, February 07, 2007
there was so much that i want to write in the past few days, but the server just wouldnt let me create a new post... now that i can, it would seem that all is too late...
things that i wana say is too late now, for it seems like a decision has already been made... these few days, i have still been carrying hope that maybe we could still be together, but the hope that has carried me thru these few days is no longer there... is this really the end of it or is there still some hope left... y is it i dont get a chance to do the explaining or why is it there isnt a chance for us to try to set things right... you may argue that we have been trying but its isnt enough for you, but have u really taken time to think about things that u didnt see or didnt even know i was doing to try to change things...
during the past few days, i missed ur voice, i missed hearing your voice when im at work, i missed holding your hands and worse of all i miss u... but i guess thats all not gona happen anymore...
werent u even give the both of us one more chance to put it right or have u simply given up... isnt this all part n parcel of being in a relationship...
well to think that i would know of it on my birthday just adds misery to the whole thing... nice birthday present i guess...
waking up from my lonely world at 5:14 PM;
