Sunday, February 11, 2007
3 more days to Valentine's Day... will this year be different from the past 2 years... will i be celebrating it alone this year? i really wana ask bumbum out to celebrate with her, but i dont think she will wana meet, not when we are almost at the end...
i really wana know what's going thru her mind right now... the past few weeks hasnt been easy for the both of us... she's struggling to come to a decision and im struggling to keep myself focused on the tasks at hand... but i realised i just cant let it go... i just cant bring myself to accept the fact that things are these bad... frankly speaking, i dont know why ever since she told me that we both needed time to cool down, to think things thru, somewhere deep down inside me tells me that things will get back to normal as they once were... a time when we were both still happily in love with one another... but reality seems to say otherwise... i wana do something that will hopefully touch her heart and let her know that i wana be there for her whatever happens...
crap... my shoulder is getting from bad to worse.... :(
waking up from my lonely world at 10:29 PM;
